MADIE is just a FIVE-LETTER word.

The moment of truth

2011-12-03T01:21:00.000+08:00

Is this really what i want? A question that always bring a doubt to everyone. There was a moment that we are sure what we want but then suddenly we wonder...is the the RIGHT thing to do?

We cannot do all. We need to take in everything. It sounds like life sucks, and it does. You cannot please everyone. You CANNOT please yourself always. The moment of truth....

Can you take it?

get busy.....like really BUSY! :D

2011-02-17T23:19:00.002+08:00

FASA 1. :D

all i can say is this was the beginning of the event we held. Twas okay i guess, but our t-shirt has not yet finish (never was)....so we're wearing white tees and black pants? hahaha but twas a blast :D

FASA 2. :D :D

hahaha (; i think this is the 2nd phase? hahahah seriously siukkk. hahaha this is when we pretty much have new friends (; good moments indeed. :D

hahaha so yeahh. eventhough meragang peeps only 5 are lucky to participate, but... we still rock it off :P hahaha so yeahh. this thing really make us close. :D

the ultimate ditchersss :P hahahaha

sorry, im tired and so malas to write manyak2 :P

she inspired me.... BIG TIME.

2011-02-02T11:09:00.003+08:00

maybe most of you don't know who is this person was. yes was, she's a different person now. :D

anyways, her name is Abby. biggest loser contestant season 8. her story touched me to hell. she survived and embraced her tragedy. :'( her story really touched me.

i was watching this one episode where Jilian herself said she wasnt sure if she can get through what was happening to Abby. curious?

this is her story....

On the afternoon of Friday, Oct. 13, 2006, my husband was taking my daughter to a gymnastics class for the evening. I was not with them, but my infant son was.

The accident happened about five miles from our home. A driver going over 100 mph hit them head-on. Everyone involved was killed, including my husband, Rick; my daughter Macy, 5, and my son Caleb, who was 2 1/2 weeks old.

i literally was crying watching this very episode when Jilian has nothing to say to her. she's a different case. seriously :/ never on the show.... was stronger than her. she did not just survive the tragedy, she live her new life! very inspirational :')

let's hear it from the vintage spec. :D

2011-01-18T11:43:00.002+08:00

hello people. if there is even any :P

anyways, for no reason i was in my nostalgic emotion. hahaha okay there's reasons actually. :(

1. i miss my friends.

2. my life was awesome.

3. i know my life now is as awesome. but i just cant leave it behind.

we all know that experience is for us to feel. to live in. and after time...

a) you miss it. and def want it to happen again.

b) it was a mistake. you regret it happened.

c) laughing at yourself. how time has change too fast.

but most of all. you'll think how things had been. depends on the experience itself. for instance, the downs. when you look back. there was nothing left, except darkness. well, learn from them to endure and be prepared for the worse.

how about happy moment? it makes you miss the old you. things changed so fast. very fast. look back. how you wish to go back. the people you share with. all be missed. hahaha but hear this:

my most regret experience is not when i had a bad day. but when i have a good day, i didnt do my best to deliver my part. :D

hahaha. i dont know where i found these sayings. but, they are all from what i think i feel. hahaha okay, move on. :P

truth is....

i miss my friends. my soas dudes. my butts friends. my chat friends. i miss being with them.

i think im not motivated. :( hahaha most of my close friends know that i can motivate people. that is just my nature. busybody. know things to talked about. so easy to let it out. hahaha its my nature.

but....

i cant motivate myself as much as i can give to others. maybe, you need it to hear it from others so you can be convinced? it's easier when i motivate people. but there is always hesitation in me....when i try to search my soul.

there is one more. i think i am in denial. i always see the lights in every dark. my nature of finding solution to problems make me thinks that all problems can go away....or at least been transformed to solution. too optimistic? hahaha. yes it is a good thing. but sometimes, i question my decisions. it is easier to deal with problems like.....doing work,etc. but it is hard to make decision for yourself. to search yourself.

all things that i mention here are the outcomes of my vintage spec.

i see differently now. everyday is a new day. and a new day is another good day. or not :P

14th January

2011-01-14T21:46:00.002+08:00

hahaha i'm officially a someone's boyfriend!!!!

it's not really a new thing. hahaha i've been with her over two years already. :D guess the never-ending pursuit has never bored us. :D

hahaha not all people know about this. my family (well, most of them) and few friends were only the ones i've been telling to. it's my nature to not spread it out. and of course, because she's not officially mine. but now, we're officially a boyfriend and girlfriend :D so yeahhh.

so her name is Siti Nurul Syarifah. :D she's my girlfriend :D hahahaha pardon me for my iski-ness hahaha.

so i knew her back from form 4. i liked her from the first meet already. her smile....dominated all my sight. all other senses shut! it's like, all i could see was her. only her.

she was taken back then....so i backed off. then somehow fate brought us together. we developed a special relationship. full of doubts and questions. but there where the feelings had been ignited. hahaha. all i can say is. what we have. is not solid. we were developing the pursuit interestingly. my first proposal to her was exactly two years ago. 14th January 2009. and yes, i got rejected.

but i tried again last year. 14th January 2010. she wanted me to wait longer. well, at least after the exam shits end. but i didnt. hahahaha i want to tease her actually. how hard it was to wait :P well, another reason is because...im afraid of another rejection. it hurts like... let's just say even the second cut can still tear up as much as the first cut.

enough said.

hahahaha so yeahhh i proposed her yesterdays. i talked to her and i was so NERVOUS. i seriously should practice in front of a mirror or something! hahaha.

and tonight i called her again. because i dont want her to answer blindly. i want her to go through with everything. (: and guess what?

SHE SAID YES!!!!

im hers. and she's mine.

can you spell how happy i am?

IM SOOOOO HAPPPPPYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!

i love you Siti Nurul Syarifah.
i love.
you.

hahahaha okay, night people. :D

aint karma a bitch?

2011-01-13T16:53:00.003+08:00

have you ever thought that your punishment to other is a punishment of yourself?

well you SHOULD! D:

i dont know much about revenge...

ohh shut up. okay okay, maybe i always have my vendetta with me. but...

sometimes, you need them to taste what you taste so they'll understand and learn. the method is WRONG but the right technique in delivering always do the tricks. :D

i dont really want to expose what is really happening (i know, im that insecure :P) hahaha but you can imagine something about.... i did something to this person 'cause at one point this person did this thing to me :( hahaha okay but i never see it as a revenge.... until now! D:

so now, im on that person shoes. :( and it didnt feel great. D:

ah well. you know what they said.

karma is a bitch.

hectic? story of my life -____-

2011-01-04T17:45:00.002+08:00

before i start bragging about my life. i would like first to acknowledge myself for the great achievements that i had never expected from me. true story. who would've guess that i've done so many things. it's okay if people cannot see it. or for them it's not important. i dont impress anyone here. i beat myself off. i defeat what my mind had set for me. i am so proud to be me. guess limitation is what in your head. it teaches me that determination is what in your heart. :D

Hectic life. so, goodbye november. goodbye form sixth. goodbye homework. goodbye drama. goodbye pressure. i can list more, but that wont be necessary. :P

well. think again. hectic life, more to come!

hello drama, hello new commitments, hello ucas, hello Alevel result, hello attachment, hello HECTIC LIFE!

yesterday was a total bummer. i dont even want to start there. ugh. things happened so fast at once. when im ready to get hit. they're all pussy out. and when i'm vulnerable. BOOM. on my head.

hello people. let's get started.. :D

2010-11-18T19:03:00.003+08:00

yayerssss. exam season is almost OVER!!!

WOOT WOOTSSS!! guess, its a goodbye to meragang :( AHAHAHAHAAH well, knowing that i survived my form sixth life mean much to me. i mean twas hard when i step my feet to this school. come on, all my gangs and close friends arah MD and SOAS. but for someone who clearly doesnt know alot of people, i think i was doing just great. :D

i'm going to miss MY REAL FRIENDS. my friends. and the canteen :[

siapa saja kan apply meragang, goodluck in staying in shape. i was 65 before i step my foot in here. and now im 80!!!! ughhhh.... but still...gonna miss meragang so much! :D

quarantine~~

2008-11-26T18:48:00.005+08:00

okayy, i know how so annoying it felt being quarantined without any outside communication privileges e.g a cell phone... but thank god sii.. (was it nadhim or ahmad?) brought cards so we're able to playyy BIG TWO!! ahahaha and that time we're playing it~~ i won for at least 4 times STRAIGHT! what a luckk man~~ it's all about strategy and luckkk! and of course the occasion i mentioned here is the time when we (x-5sc1) were quarantined after sitting practical exam.

but i'm not going to talk about exam thingyy right now. maybe next time i'll continue my previous post. so what i actually want to mention here??

well, tonight we're ging to see a moviee~~ okayy does it ring a bell? yes! we're gong to watch quarantine. well, people who are going to the movie later is me, ainibee, bey and bobby. yet to confirm goes tooo giordani, ayen and hal. we have two choices actually, it's either 9.30 movie at mall or 10.30 moviee at qlap mall. big possibility 10.30 moviee at mall i think. well, to be mentioned later...

I slap you then you know!

2008-11-25T12:00:00.004+08:00

okayy. it's a bit harsh but it's true! felt like want to do something at this so-called friend who happen to be backstabbing me. ohh come on mahnn you call that as friend? i invest trust on you! but how could you betrayed my trust!! and to be honest, i don't darn care about ending a friendship which is not worthy to stay longer.

so you think by saying that you want to keep this friendship and don't want to lose friends whatsoever but by not acting like one it just seems so pathetic. but i'm not, i don't choose friends but i'll get rid bad apples! when it comes to friends choose them wisely. not choosing them upon their race, background whatsoever; choosing them wisely and decide whether they are worthy of trust or not.

who said that i didn't give second chances. hello, i always give and give and give. but where does it lead me? biatchest! and i know we've been through lots of thing together. but why you betrayed me? is that how you treat your friends? i'm not a serious person and joking is something that i can get along. but when it comes to trusting i'm strictlyy sensitive. kecewa!!

so again. i will though talk to this sort of person when they ask something. but communicating with them? NOT GONNA HAPPEN until they cleared everything up.

p/s: i'm serious.

I'm back!

2008-11-24T18:05:00.008+08:00

well, i'm here! you lots, i'm still alive. okayy there are plenty of things that i think i ought to mention here and yes i still remember about the debts. so a little too late? well, better late than never.

so this is just a short post(i think). ahahah. you know me, carried awayy easilyy. but who cares! (technically... i do). okay, first thing first. i really want to point up one thing about the o'level exam that i'd just finish (and agin, does it too late?). so no pictures taking ne. just words and words and words.

okay the o'level exam was rather... (can't think of any). it was because the exam was.. i don't know aa. some are sanang and some are okayy and of course ada tia the difficult to the max atuuu. biathest eh! okayy step-by-step reviews.

first of all, the exam was held at soas' audi (except on the last day, we were chased away to the pra-u block. thanks to *tuuuttt*. and of course practicals are conducted at soas' labs.

THE PRACTICALS
okay all the papers atuu NO COMMENT! well, among all, i'm rating for chemistry.

BAHASA MELAYU
paper 1 was extremely and extremelyy easy to the max. and i was really in a good mood. i mean all the words i used and the story line was the best i produced ever. so typically i got around 69-75 marks. well, a bit higher when i was in lower secondary though. but in the o'level exam atuu, it was easy!! i expect my marks should be higher than the typical malay ones.

paper 2 was easyy as well, only patches of questions i'm not really sure of. but i manage to answer though. fortunatelyy, it was around 3-5 marks only(altogether). but one mark can make a different man. one mark could determine your grades! so malay was the most easiest exam laa for this year.

i want to point out about a questions in malay paper that uses simple malay words on the questions but use complicated malay words on the instruction. it was a relief that i noticed it. well, it was not really complicated malay words pulang but vey vague baa but then when you understand it, it was arrange nicelyy i mean the words. the instructions are also highlighted. that's why i didn't choose it.

'pisahkan' ayat ini kemudian 'gabungkan' menjadi 4 patah kata.

this part of instruction says it all.
-you need to 'pisahkan'
-you need to 'gabungkan'

usually students skip the foremost instruction aa. they just gabungkan everything. so what they need to do actually?

question.

dina makan ayam dan daging. dina suka beyonce dan usher.

intruction:
PISAHKAN and GABUNGKAN menjadi 3 ayat; 2 ayat are given so pisahkan everything then gabungkan cia.

so,
PISAHKAN:

-remove the periods.
dina makan ayam dan daging dina minum air bey suka beyonce dan usher

-individualized the words into sentences.
dina makan ayam. dina makan daging. dina suka beyonce. dina suka usher.

then, you know how to do next. this is proven true when i discussed with my former malay teacher and she said my technique was right. well, it was obvious that the questions are not that easy as the mark was 5! so i didn't choose it because it was a risk! the instructions are vague aa.

p/s: the instructions and questions used are not exact. but something like above.

to be continued.. i'm tired and mood-less. someone just ... blahhh whatever!

True colour reveals again.

2008-09-26T02:13:00.002+08:00

True colour reveals again. I repeat, TRUE COLOUR reveals AGAIN. okayy, why i'm always exp0sed to posers? Tell me why!! Peeps, do not invest trust, its always let you down. Ohh god. It happens again. I felt cheated. Like everything is to repeat itself... AGAIN! You see i darn care of your life? Like i care!! God, show me the silver ligning upon the dark cloud. I am breathing heavilyy again like i use to. All the memory is to repeat itself again. It is vividlyy clear in my vision. How i suffer... which took times to heal is to become an opening wound again. Say me whatever. I know the truth, and lots of people (true friends of mine) knew it either. I need real friends right now. Ohh god i want to erase my dark past. CURSES!!! Ohh well, life must go on. *breathingg heavillyy*

P.S. Call me whatever, at least i'm not a poser. (:

it's been a week before his departure.

2008-09-02T13:25:00.004+08:00

yes i know, it was a very difficult days it has been this this lately. but life is a life andl ife must go on right? i have no idea there were numbers of peope read my previous post and was touched by it.

surprisinglyy, no one is surprised. admittedlyy, my experiance far more worst. i mean with fitnah whatsoever but today is puasa right? i don't want to talk about it anymore. let's just forget eand forgive shall we?

okayy, few days ago my nini lambak held majlis tahlil(to be posted soon). there, i met my cousins, uncle and aunties. they read my blog and swore that they burst into tears. i mean seriouslyy, who doesn't? so, to shorten the story, just want to remind all that appreciate the peope surrounding you because they might not be here with you tomorrow. and i'm quite surprise they(cousins) guest the right person. i even heard lots of story and they said it was normal.

there was this my mother's friend who experianced the same as ours. and my cousin who happen to be accused of stealing. and lots that i don't want to mention happened right after someone's death and it was really .. REAL LIFE!

but as i was saying just now, life is a life and it has to move on even when you don't want to. so i am in recovery proccess and i say that i'm healed. just ignore the not-so-true rumors and just focus to studyy. i don't want because of this my study drops.

p/s: happy ramadhan readers! (:

al-fatihah to my nini Hj Mohammad bin Hj besar.

2008-08-28T15:01:00.005+08:00

in memory of my beloved nini. al-fatihah everyone.

you see. i'm in delimma right now. i think i want to pour everything in here, in this blog. well, you can skip reading this if you want. this is the most sad-est moment i've been through out of my life (so far). here it goes.. on the 24th of august, we lost a father, father-in-law and a grandfather to my family forever. it was very sudden. only my family have no opportunity to see arwah nini for the last time. we were told less than hour before of his death. plus, with the phone-trouble we have which is totally not our fault. we were very sad because of not informed. we are also the family who love him. but people said blood is thicker than water, thing is, i didn't believe my ears when all the rumors saying that we're not coming because of our own carelessness. but seriouslyy, we were NOT INFORMED EARLIER! and it was entirelyy who's fault? (but we never blame others) because it was none of people's fault. and yet one person just want to see us more sad. that person brought things up and put a blame on me (specifically!) i don't know why i was stabbed. he said he heard the rumours of me being so 'sayang credit' and not answering phone. but i was dozzed off and my phone's battery was charged. still, we were informed late! and we never complaint it until he brought this things up.

my parents just want us to keep a hush. we don't want to worsen things. we just pray to god so my grandfather can rest in peace. i missed him already. he was a good grandfather. eventhough he didn't really showed to us (me and my siblings) but deep inside we knew he always love us. the way he he said to us, the way he looked at us and everything he did, i knew he loves us. we felt his lost. his facial expression and his voice always played in my mind lately. and it makes me feel sad. the last time i met him was on 'makan-makan' at his house, it was a week before he went. he was joking with me; when i just arrived there, one of my uncles asked me to give something to the kitchen. so my hand was full, i went straight to the kitchen to deliver the thing and after that i went immediately ti nini and 'salam' nini's hand. he jokingly said that,"inda ko tekilala kan aku ka wang tarus ke dapur" and he smiled, i knew he was just joking. but when i think of it again i feel very sad, i miss him so much. this is the last pictures of him that i took.

arwah nini and aina.

i wish i was in the picture as well.

lucky aini, she has no idea it was a last picture of her with arwah nini.

i feel jealous of aini and aina. when i see the pictures again i don't know why i miss nini so much. lots of time when i think of him my tears drop. i really miss him. nini, we all love you and you know that. he was a good father, a good father-in-law and a good grandfather to us. we always love you and we pray to god may god bless you. we love youu nini... al-fatihah to my nini Hj Mohammad bin Hj besar.

p/s: in memory of him, i hope my readers can recite him with al-fatihah. thank you readers.

happy bithdayy to.... (few names to mention)

2008-07-19T14:35:00.004+08:00

ahaha. like i promise yesterday yesterday, i will now posting about my grandfather's birthday party. it was held at the night of 14th july. it was because... (no specific reason, really), but i think it was probably the 15th of july would be.. (what they say?) ...naturally it was a very busy day. i mean, some people are 'ngibar bandera'-ing. i was talking about me myself and of course! it'll be post next time. so guys please don't rush me to blog them now. i still have too many debt waa.

enough with chit chat, just straight to the scene! erm.. in a second thought, i think i ought to mention lots of thing first just to make something clear (do for the sake's of my reader). oh yaa, my dad n my teacher did advised me to stop blogging and start revising. erm.. it's really hard actually, i mean, i would've been drained with debts! (fyi, i'm not talking about money).

so later, i'm going to the bandar. so i'll be posting blog about that (another debt!). well, it's not like i'm not enjoying blogging, it's just because i have to compete with time and it's really kill me! soryy readers for being soo stressful. hmm. at least, i seen feedbacks from my readers recently (do please give me comments and suggestions). so may i begin?

okayy as i promised, here are things happen before and after the birthday party (sorry guys, my phone's camera is darn suck!). i recommend you all to use magnifying glasses for this. ehe, just kidding. well, have a blast okehh!

before i start, let me make it clear what was happening. so naturally, each family bring at least one food to share with (more also can). so we were having this last minute situation. so we just popped up with an idea of buying ONLY nuggets. but in the end... (you know the bruneian). then at that night, we were having 'doa kesyukuran' and 'baca yasin'. after that, satisfying our hungers and lastlyy dessert! cake time! so have a blasttt~~~

sultan's picture is everywhere. we're going to buy some nuggets, at where?

at hua ho mall laa. my dad withdrawing money, and we make some moves.

hit it!

what the...

lanji-ness! ahahahahaha

nuggets only ehh? but we paid $50+. bruneian's habit. lols.

we're here, first pose of the night.

unexpected capture eh?

"eh, bila ke padang ah?"
"awehh, kami ikut ehh"
"malam ke berapa?"

"paning kepala i~"

who is this? over the top!

me and the birthday boy. :D

baca yasin~

membaca yasin or doa?

doa lerrr.

smile to the camera!

control surg2. ahahaha. lols

auntie syikin and the boys.

my aunties.

the uncles.

wahh telabihh sudahh~

ahahahha. sorry people, can't post all of the pictures time 'baca yasin'-ing and doa-ing. so after that, FOOD!

food without tv? nda sah!

posing without food and tv? nda sah!

well, thanks to my no-good phone's camera which appearing the picture ton it's ultimate blur! seriouslyy, i can hardlyy see the cake when the candle is lit. but whatever, just have a blasttt~

surprise eh? looks like nini expected it already. ahahahaha

we sang accross the whole universe! atu nyaring.

tiup lilinnya, tiup lilinnya ... (forget the next verse)

wahhh. the kids aa. (i also went nearer though :P)

"aku mau ane! and ane juwa aa! eh nda, aku mau ane saja! eh bukan, ane!"

ahahahaha. done! cousins, if you don't like my picture-posting, i'm sorry and will also remove the unsupposed-postings, ehee. peace ayte~ so that's the night goes~ the following day after, ngibar bandera. will post them later. so anything to comment just voice it out okayy. in private if it's a critic (not gonna go mad, as long as not a public-shame for me)

"Nini, happy birthday to you~~ i hope to see you on your next next next ... birthdays! i love you so much as you are the best-est grandfather to me. i wish you a happy birthday, may god bless you, long live and prosper and most importantlyy may you always in a good health, amin~"

p/s: i love you nini *hugx*

HMS family thingyy~

2008-07-17T14:14:00.004+08:00

ahahaha, if you're expecting me to blog about the recent events, i repeat EVENTS! so much events happen recentlyy you guys. plus, i am having this problem on uploading my pictures from my phone to my lappy. sorry to break your heart (who knows what i mean). ahaha, i know some of you who read this must be expecting me to blog about the yesterdayy yesterdayy thingy. but guys... i can't upload them yet, maybe this saturdfay okay? btw, i hate yiu guys who read and left me know comments and suggestions (i'm just KIDDING!). hehe, just keep on reading okayy, i felt appreciated. thanks =D

so first of all, i want to greet a happy birthday to my dearest grand father who was actually sharing his birthday with his majesty, our favourite sultan! yeahh yeahh, and you also saiful, not to forget :P. so we were having this birhtdayy party for my grand father which will be posted this very soon. and of course the 'mengibar bandera'. somehow the flag-waving words is so cawiee. so i just named it 'mengibar bandera'. and yes, that'll be post next time as well. going to go the bandar this saturdayy with my glamourous cousins (are they really?). and of course, i receive a rejection from my dad of going to bandar tonight with Azliman and Hamzi (which i didn't tell them yet, i knew this might happen).

so you must be wondering what event i hadn't mention for which, i ought to mention it few weeks ago. i mean, i did some talks about it, and it felt like i didn't end it properlyy. so i think i should be mentioning it now!

so late i'm mentioning this thing eh? the pictures gotten rot eh? never i mind, i just post them anyway. besides, after the hardwork of capturing pictures and the longing of blogging it few weeks ago, i must say YES to blog it anyway? any argument? Good, so read carefully (teacher-like voice).

erm, after viewing those pictures and it was not that much, more like i'm fullinjg my blog with words instead of pictures (like alaways). maybe if i'm lucky, i mention the birthday thingyy here as well. ahahaha, so less debt to pay!

uwaa! when i check my phone, i have at least 3 more events not yet posted! my lappy has problem at this time so unfortunately the bithdayy thingy has to wait. sorry people. btw, it was MY COUSIN'S UMRAH!

i did mention about it right? you notice? so yes they arriving to brunei on the 24th june. so i skipped my a.math extra class (permission to get out early). we headed to the airport. hell, it was a long and horrible queue! what they call it? traffic congestion! well, what can you expect, back from UMRAH laa.

just imagine how many rounds does it takes to park the car later!

alin and bey. they came earlier.

we are the hms family! (not entirely, the rest are waiting at batong)

checking for the UMRAH-ian eh? are they here already?

can you spot them? you even know them kah? :P

how about now? i know i didn't. where is them eh?

here they are.

my dad gave a welcong-hug to uncle rosli. and clearlyy, he's not the onlt one!

so the ones with the arabian clothing obviously the 'them'. they look tired eh? bet they enjoyed the journey!

we arrived to batong and do some DOA before the the UMRAH-ian enter their house. well, i request mu uncle to 'amin'kan my doa myself at the airport though. so, naturally, each family brought food of their own to be shared with all members of the family (not that MEMBERZ!). so i think, we brought 'ayam salai plus sambal manis'. but before satisfying our hungers, we did some DOA and stuff. so here's pictures to served! have a balls! ...oups! i mean have a BLAST!!

position ourselves for the DOA event.

my grandparents. (:

aini, alin, me and hal. we were just 'santai-ing'.

ngah omar, uda rosli and my dad. guess which one is the UMRAH-ian that time?

uncle rosli shaking hand with my grand father. wth's behind that? BEY! what are you DOING??? Lols?

having fun are we? posing without me? hmm...

another more posing... WITHOUT ME! ahahhaha.

random picture-taking. what are they looking actually?

so guys... i think, that was just it. well, i still have tonnes of unblogged-events pulang. but as for now, i think that was just it. so there still are lots of thing i haven't mention yet. just be patience okayy. i'll post them soon enough. oh wait. not yet done larr. i still haven't mention about the souvenirs my family got. so we got jubahs, fragrance, rings, jewelry, almond nuts and don't-know-what nuts, pacar (remeber the heart broken thingy), chocolate and nabi muhammad's date (kurma nabi muhammad!) i swore to you my kurmas all have alif lam lam ha. well, not all, but the majority of i ate. so this is my jubah and 'topi haji' (do not laugh at it!)

jubahs and the topi haji.

just for testing.

p/s: happy birthday to his majesty, my dearest grand father and si saiful. (lols pakai 'si'. ahahaha!)

healing the damage.

2008-07-12T13:16:00.004+08:00

so hell yes! i was so miserable this few weeks. it's not like i want to. but it just did. i know, the damage was severe. so i was this close to give up in blog (do the fingers thingy). but i didn't. i repeat I DIDN'T. maybe i can give up in food, but i ain't a quitter.

obviously i become more alert now. see, by just only one touch, i mean ONE touch, seriously, ONE TOUCH? then everything went so darn shit damage! hurghhh! but i fixed it oledi. at least i learn new things and become more aware. so basically, now i'm in the library. accompanied by sai, he plays my phone now.

before i post all my debt (few weeks ago debt; the ones i suppose to blog last last weeks), i think i should mention what had happen recently ...or maybe i just slip everything here. see my mood laa. whether or not to blog them. well, i'm so the lazy as we all know. so here it goes....

so let me first start about the last week events. so nothing much actually. well as usual, we, one family have this heavy shopping. i mean seriously, we need 2 troleys waa everytime went to shopping (some cases, 3 TROLEYS). maybe all bruneian people did the same? but so seldom i saw. ahahahaha, last week we went to hua ho mall. aini, my sis, wanted to buy a new watch, then she buy this expensive watch brand casio (expensive than mine!) but i forget to capture picture of it, but i did capture this...

ahaha. guest where is this place?

ahahaha. so sporting my parents. eheee.

so after that, we went to RIPAS Hospital. my new cousin has entered the world! yes, and she was a girl! congratulation uncle and auntie. so the mum was resting and the baby was sleeping. so, no picture taking? NO EXCUSE!

RIPAS~~~ here we go!

sorry baby, you're too cute, can't resist to take a picture of you. ahahaha! our new celebrity!

where is me? :(

wuhuuu, i'm here lerr. xD

so cute lerr the baby. ehe btw, did you all remeber about my cousin who was previous .. previous .. previously post.. you know, the one who was nameless. she has name now.

her name is farah najihah (i think).

oh yaa, i also want to congratulate my dearest cousin who was married few weeks ago. congrats ahh. not really much pictures i will post, but these are few of them...

the 'hantar berian' items.

the brides family (my cousin).

the '$5OOs USIN BEGAWAN'! that was like WOW!!

other cousin and aunties.

the BEGAWANs' cuurency! (i know. i'm, so 'majal'!)

adeq, aini and me.

aini and me. my cousins were like jealous, they called us the 'couple'. lols?

majal! ahahaha.

but true waa, look at those money, i didn't care if it's that load, but USIN BEGAWAN??? man. i'm so pissed off! i'm a fanatic collector of begawan currency. ahaha. okayy then next blog will be written/typed on the next episode. btw, sorry for the late update.

p/s: the slideshow will be fixed on next next days (or now?)

bye bye Tutong, Hello Jerudong Park. hi heart broken.

2008-07-02T13:34:00.008+08:00

sadly, yes, we're leaving Tutong on the 21st june. it was an extremely very very g0od stay. i missed tutong already. so, yes, it was like 2 weeks i haven't updated my blog (my apology people). thanks for viewing my blog and gave me comments and suggestions on msn or personally. gimme more please (i appreciate it). so let's talk about 'us' during the Tutong stay.

btw, let me remind you guys back that the 'us' would be me, aini and Hal. we stayed there crazily happy! i remember when we first arrived there, we were watching this Malay horror movie. after that unpack our things and ONLINE! me personally have this ache at my back. so unpleasant! this is probably because of my late sleeping time back-to-back 2 nights. i was so tired and my back keep on hurting me. then, Ngah Omar introduced me with this one massager that could make you fly away. i mean seriouslyy, nyamannnn kali ah! we who happened to feed well over there doing this to ... (what did you say it?)

heyy, where is me?

i don't think she needs one. =P

but i like the massager beter, it was realy REALY darn GOOD! my parents would pick us in the evening of the last day, uncle dani came earlier to fetch bungsu Hal, then we planed up to go to JERUDONG PARK, i repeat JERUDONG PARK.

JERUDONG PARK??

naturally, at that night we went to JP. it was nice but not as nice as last time. this f*cking one 'penjaga game' at this one game (not gonna mention which) is so darn rude. we PAY tickets to have fun and HE blew all the fun away! really annoying, i mean REALLY! this is us anyway..

are we there yet?

we're here! who's ready for an action??

with KFC mascots. well, we sort of regretted though. the customs SMELL! i mean who could barely stand to wear it? so apart from that RUDE GAME KEEPER, the rest was a total SPEC-TU-CU-LAR! i recommend you to come on this ..(is the promotion still open?)

they have horse ride, face painting and yadayada (i mean that time). but remeber! the poops are everywhere. so better watch out!

we didn't do the horse ride. but we did this. FACE PAINTING! guess what did i asked them to draw? a HEART BROKEN!

It just poped up in my mind. so the first clown i asked, no idea how to do it. then, the other professional clown draw the heart broken up there for me. and it's FREE!! we all had face-painting and this is them.. (i took the picture)

then went back home at the midnight and took the last pictures of my HEART-BROKEN.

you might not see this again.

unfortunately it was gone on the next day.

why I was actually attracted me to this HEART BROKEN symbol? my sis draw this to my foot (i asked her). it's a 'pacar' from mekah. this is what she did for the 15 minutes...

so pro ehh.

is that a chocolate?

after remove the 'pacar'.

HEART BROKEN.

p/s: so obviouslyy, only little i have mention here. i'll be blogging more later on. okayy??

I smelt someone's busdayy.

2008-06-26T13:17:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday t0o0o my gorgeous sis hanyz. May g0d bless y0uhh. I h0pe ur wishes c0me true one by one. And i just want you t0 kn0w that i owez lurve y0uhh busday gyrl~

shahbandar here i go~

2008-06-21T08:32:00.006+08:00

it was last saturday. 14th june. the last day of school term. the day with no lessons (yeahh). the day where all these pictures (to be displayed) were taken (pheewitt). the day... with all the pain and ache over my body (buuu). i should do the 'the stretching' first. well, i must say during that time i'm totally darn lost. not sure what 'thing' i should do. before i make everything even complicate-er, let me tell yah what's the providers threw for the competition. there were, nature hunt, fun run? (i think) and lastly the 'tarik kalat' (hell, i don't know what it calls in english).

so despite of those games, i planned not to join any competition and just suck all the fun. so i booked rafs earlier before the day came. he was not sure whether he could make it or not. then, one day before the shahbandar thingy. vya text me and then i said okayy, let's go together. but, when the day came, i met rafs with his classmate. so, naturally, i went to him and we sort of chit chat-ing. when all the others do their STRETCHING, i was drifting with them.

then, i just find out that rafs do the nature hunt. he should tell me first waa. later you rafs :P. so then with no stretching whatsoever, i search for vya and ahmad. but i lost them, they already in the wood! i mean, i don't want to go there doing nothing. so i just ran to the wood ALONE! so this is the start of my adventurous journey. you know it was't that easy. see this.

so, extra-careful is needed. this is where the journey start anyway. look at the flat-land. so envy at this place. after this, you would see stairs stairs and STAIRS. but, before that, i prepare my self laa. i use sun block. so nice eh?

but guess what? i forgot to use insect repellent. so the MOSQUITO take advantage of my blood! most hated insect. but i must proud that the mosquito activity not so active last time. so this is my 2nd time hiking at shahbandar, the first time was last year with the singaporean buddies. so after stair to stair. this is the fisrt peak, tell you what, they have FIVE!!

so then. i must say i enjoy walking on the FLAT-LAND. well, enjoy while it lasts. so, there was this pink check point, i just realized it when i saw the checkpoint 5. so i missed lots. i know. but it doesn't mean i cheat aa. i through every steps of the journey.

well, i took all the checkpoints pictures after that, but i think it's not necessary to post them all, so this is the last checkpoint i took. (unless i missed the last one)

so how far is bukit shahbandar actually?? well you judge.

so back to my journey. after the FLAT-LAND, guess what?? STAIR STAIR STAIR! so look at this. but it was just not it. compare THIS to the NEXT one.

now you see the stair?? i mean really REALLY REALLLYYY see the STAIRS.

now you'd be loved this. more STAIRS to come. more an END-LESS STAIRS! seriouslyy, did you see the end?

i think this the 2nd peak. not sure actually, but whatever, here, i just post...

hoorayyy! after the most annoying stairs in the history of.... (whatever!) finally, just slope slope SLOPE! steep-lands awaited me. look at it, it was seemingly like calling my name and said, "madie~~ come come come~~". not that COME! ahahaha. but it was okayy larr better than the stairs. maybe, i'm not a stair guy, that's why. furthermore, i'm the elevator guy waa. so hard if lift wasn't invented. see, i do it again. carried away. so look at this. see it called my name. maaadieeee~~

okayy stop the spooky wooky thingy. ahahahaha. this is one of the peak i went, then again i captured picture telling me how high the place was. mind you, i have to skip few pictures. i'd loved to post all but my ass is sore waa sitting here like FOREVER! ahahaha. no laa. i just select the selected pictures (hell??). well, just take a blast of this...

ahahaha. cool. so, what comes after that? let me see. WHAT! another STAIRS!!! waaa, see this!

you know, when you see clearlyy the next picture. there were stairs, just look at the pictures. oh well, stair stair STAIR!

almost there. that (down there) was mr. nick and mr. ian. oh yaa, you know what, during the journey. lots of the junior 'cabul'. cursing and saying the deathly words like, we all gonna die, when you fall your leg is gone whatsoever, i mean it's 'hutan' what? cabul cabul and CABUL! well, JUNIOURS. anyway i almost there, down here is mr. nick and mr. ian ..

heyy, who puts the fench here?

and now bridge?? ahahahaha. it's getting good and good ;)

slope down... then it's over :D

almost there....

it's almost finish... this is the prove that i took all the pictures not asking someone to take them while i'm picnic-ing. ahahhaa. so this is me :8)

so back to square one...

yeahh~~ done. DONE?? NOT YET LORR.

that is just the beginning lorr. here's more~~

so the 'tarik kalat' .. nothing much though. but here's a picture i did capture last time.

you know, then i met ahmad and vya. rafs not finish the nature hunt yet, so when i talk talk talk to ahmad n vya. we end up by deciding to hike AGAIN! so hell yes i accept. but....

you DON'T see me.

now you SEE me.

and still SEE me.

still STILL see me.

now you DON'T.

ahahahaha. so what you see next is the extremelyy crazy of us. so just guess what are we trying to act.

so, from left to right. vya, me and ahmad.

so, i was acting like an invisible guy, whereas ahmad i think he was a... (no idea) but vya, i think he was a... (not sure either) ahahaha. okayy, now guess these pictures.

we are the kung fu warriors, though i'm very look like a surfer. ahahaha.

looks like kung fu, but obviously we were just STRETCHING!

COOL. vya was a matrix! that was me pretending to fall, and ahmad, AHMAD? hell, i don't know what was he doing. lols!

so ahmad was about to push me. me, who was pretending to fall was actually kind of FALL for real. ahahahaha.

okayy okayy, enough of that, oh yaa we didn't redid the hike. ahahaha. so we went back to the... (what it called?). nevermind, just...

so, seems like everyone was there already.

hang out hang out HANG OUT! ahaha. guess what, one of us did this...

ahahahahaha. NO VANDALISME i thought, but i think no harm to just write 3 letters word (excluded the date). ahahahaha. btw, this is what was written..

it's just 'tanda' that we were there. you know SOAS were there on the 14th june.

so, here's are the random picture we take (some volunteers). ahahaha. so then, have a blastttt~

i got you first ms. margaret. (:

heyy, no cheating please :PpPp

nadzuan's arm. see, i told him already baa. bt he likes stone so much. now look what happen?

PUSHH PUSHH PUSSHHH. oups, i mean, PULL PULLL PULLLL.

ME, NAZREEN and RAFS.

what are you to doing ahh?

pictures taking. give me the copy rafs (:

let's playy something...

so strong nazreen, only one foot!

let me join!

balancing each other. ahahaha. lols?

we're doing good!

when ahamd step in, we all slide down to him. ahahahah!

okayy one go. 3 to come. ehh?

nazreen you lose!!

see, rafs is heavier than me :PpPp

who won eh?

rafs won laa. see, last man standing. ahahhaa. gud work rafs.

not enough with that?? PLAY AGAIN AHH!

see if you can spot rafs. ahahaha. why are you hiding there rafs?

mushroom! ahahaha. that's us!

US AGAIN!

heck, what am i doing?

swing swing swing!

here's nazreen lerr.

XpPpP take this back!!

rafs climbing?

oh man! he got me first.

female teachers play 'tarik kalat'?

pull pull PULL!

did i said pull? i mean PULL!!!!

this is the opponent. see, how they differ in so many ways. lols? of course laa. where got they all same? lols?

don't push, PULL!!

almost there.. ALMOST THERE!! PULL.

we sneak into the tasek. this is rafs.

wuhuu, rafs won vs. vya.

my turn!!

ouch i'm falling.. (what a fake)

now take THIS!! lols?

so much for fishing?

i don't think so.

who got who?? nahh, we both got vya! ahahahah!

so then, we all went home. it was soo niceee! wish could do this sometimes again. ehe. and more pictures to be displayed. so, till now.

p/s: rafs and nazreen, i want pictures that have my face on it!

What happen recently??

2008-06-20T08:44:00.004+08:00

so now, i'm at tutong. before i start to blog the shahbandar's stuff. i guess it's no harm to mention about what'd happen before the journeyy form all the way tutong is started. after all the excitement overwhelming, i must said the packing-stuff thingyy was a bit...

yes yes, i know. well what can you expect mah?? i'd love to pack it early baa bt then something came up (my dad mahh watching DVD) the movie was so darn nice. so i postpone my packing time. but in the end i MANAGE though. i repeat, MANAGE! ahahaha. so i just grabbed any of my clothes and wallaaa (IN THE BAG!)

so i took couple of pictures though when us in the car.

see i'm carrried away already.. nevermind, i just blog bout the shahbandar-stuff for the next blog. so here again, before these lots even happen, many things happen yesterday. firstlyy, i'm not doing really well this latelyy, you know i have to struggle with FLU!! it was so hard, life with flu is like jailed in hell! it's annoying, embarrassing and painfully kill me! good thing when i feel something... (how to describe ah?). something really like want to get out, something really strong, yes something in a state of CLIMAX. then i would feel this... SENSATION OF SNEEZING. hell waa, i was like sneezing every SECONDS! so my doctor said have some this...

it's dee-quuu-ali-lii-linuuum (just want to pronounce it perfectly) .. but i don't think so i said it correctly.

so yesterday in the morning we have this... A.MATH EXTRA CLASS. nothing much to blog though. let me thing something aa. maybe there was something happened yesterday. herm.. hurm.. werm.. NONE, there's NONE! so after this EXTRA-CLASS, guess what, i'm renewing my IDENTITY CARD or what we say my IC. so i went to this place yesterday...

i'll get the renew one on this 26 june (does that date mean anything to you?) so yes, here is the... i don't know what they called it. resit perhaps?

ahahahaha. no laa, that thing (up there) is a FINE of speeding. so guys, drive well, or you'll end up by paying $50. so expensive mahh. so this is my you-know-what resit. is it resit mehh? nevermind, just...

oh yaa! now i remember something. something really really ANNOYING. si muiz. ahahaha. so this is him. teacher-wannabe...

(p/s: key chain in his hand is not his, the boyfriend-and-girlfriend picture can tell that)

before i go to the next blog, we, yes WE (the whole family) went to check up our blood contents. it was just an investigation though. besides, i want to know also what is my blood type. so here some pictures we able to take (it was happen last monday)

my mom, she was... her blood pressure was checked i think. and this is the forms..

my dad already checked his. we all agree to do this mahh, but my dad no need laa, he laready mahh. so this is me before the INJECTION penetrate my vein.

smiling eh? let's see who's smiling now hah. this is when the needle did his job.

but it wasn't really that hurt. even 12-year old boy can take it easily.

but i must said, he really looks so pale. not to mention his finger was super PURPLE. almost like barney. i mean GET OUT! see how little guy like my bro take it. but i must said my little sister... so hard laa. see for yourself...

but heyy, at least she's not crying for so long time. i forgot to capture aini's and mom's with their own very needle. but check this out...

so yes, we all did it. and now have to wait the result until next monday. okayy, not let see who bleed well? lols.

so enough with bloods whatsoever, after going to the clinic, we went to lumapas, paid some visit to my grandparents, my battery so batt, so i only took few pictures. this is us on the way to visit my grandfather's 5-acre land. but we end up been fench with some fench. but this is us...

almost there i think...

so this is what happen recently, i'm going to blog about the shahbandar thingy after this (later aa, so tired oledi) .. i just wake up this morning at 8.20 am but guess what i slept last night at 4.00 am. last night, struggle with insomnia. yes i am tired, but my eyes waa. huh! okayy. blog later.....

we have spot check todayy??

2008-06-12T13:55:00.007+08:00

very well then, so i think i'm going to blog few things that i ought to blog few days ago. last time has not enough time mahh. that's why now everything scattering around like .. (dunno what to say) .. so disappointed also that i'm so lazy to note all the important events (no use mahh the diary book i bought)

speaking of events, i think i should mention several things happen to SOAS. well, i have to be extra careful on blogging as i'm letting my teachers to visit my blog. ahahaha. but no worry mahh, i dun write bad things about them (true mahh). so, this morning we have a very... LONG ASSEMBLY. then we end up with what? no chemistry. so confident that we won't have physic after that, we just stay in the chemistry lab (until... the relief teacher came). but, today we have this extremely.... SPOT CHECK!!

so pity waa them. if only the school hires professional hairstylist. i mean onlyy one day to the holiday waa. and yet.. buhbyee hair! well, good thing it's not happening to me. besides, my hair short what? ahahaha, i just went bald last month. not sure why (not gonna tell you why)

so again, when i almost reach to the library. i was like "heck, since when the library full?". but i peek them secretlyy. they were all the teachers. having this not-so-sure-what-it-is meeting. but i wait though. i know student not allowed (that time laa). so yes, i wait at the science department lobby, hoping the teachers end their so soon.

enough of today, i want to continue the last blog. oh btw, happy umrah uda rosli and family. they left brunei todayy this morning (yes i post wronglyy last time, it was today)

so hell yes! i'm not sure why i didn't blog about the movie and our new member of HMS. so this is the new member of our big family...

is she cute or what? the name is.. (thinking really hard) huh.. i don't remember. ahahaha. no laa. she's nameless waa (so far). so if you are puzzled about HMS, let me tell you this: HMS is our family name (big one). so it is actually my grandfather name (the abbreviation). so HMS is representing my whole WHOLE WHOLE familyy (that's big man!)

guess what movie that i'm looking darn forward to watch? KUNG FU PANDA! and hell yes!! i watch it!! too bad we forgot to take some pictures that time. but i'm telling you.. we were so eager to watch it. this is what we did before it's available.

i know, i know, we SHOULD NOT do that. in public what? but who cares? it's fun mahh. ahahaha. so this the kung fu panda.

i'm not going to spoil the movie though to you guys though. but, i think it is a must-watch movie. though it's just a cartoon. but the movie is so... (what's the word ah?) .. nevermind. so, i watched it last Saturday night. it was sort of late night when it's finish. then, as usual we gave comments about the movie and yes, we all love it. so hilarious waa. after that, we went to this one restaurant i don't want to mention the name (later you will know why). so this is what i'd ordered..

i don't know why i'm so into a burger that time. so when the burgers came to our table. (yes, we all ordered burger except for buyen) but we kind of missing one burger (WHERE IS THAT DARN ONE BURGER?). the waiter was there and clearing the next table. we call him and ask him about the burger. he was there all along and yet don't informed us that there weren't any burger left. SO, HE KNEW? but why wasn't he told us that? and then he apologized my cousin. btw, here is one tip; don't agree to add milo powder on your milo pink. this is what happen...

well, this is how the story starts. one of us (not going to mention who) has his/her milo pink which was paler than the other's. the waiter said they can add more milo powder (upgrade or downgrade? you decide!). then when the new-added milo powder came. it's getting even worse waa. they just sprinkle the powder like that. they should melt the milo powder first with hot water.

so here is the picture of them in the restaurant..

us in the car..

i really want to add more on something actually. but photobucket uploader is so lagging. have to wait until FOREVER! i just save it for the next blog okay.

todayy is the dayyy!!

2008-06-09T14:46:00.001+08:00

well, i'm so pissed off. things like i'm wasting my time on changing my blog skin whatsoever which takes like AGES and yet, what i've got in the end?? NO SUCCESS!! huhh.. so okayy then, enough with all sorts stuff. time to blogggggggg....

first of all, those who visit my blogg and give me some comments about it, some gave me a good response and the others... you know... CRITICS!! ahahaha, well, i'm soo welcoming those comments and critics though. so, there's a space for improving. so if you all have any suggestion or comment whatsoever... do please let me know. i appreciate that. so basically now, i'm going to serve ya all with...

FAMILYY FUNCTION?

well, i decide to blogg about familyy first is because... (can't think of any) .. erm.. hurmm.. werm... AHHAA!! because familyy is alwayss number one (yeah right) ahahahahaha. so just to make it simple, here some photos i took last... (thinking hard) .. when?? when??? oh yaa, last friday!! (was it?) .. okehh have a blastttt

ahahaha. sorry to disappoint yahh but i have one picture onlyy to be displayed. nevermind then, so the picture (up there) was about a.. (i don't really know what they call it) .. okehh, let's put it like this, my uncle and his familyy are going 'umrah' this 13 or 14 june?? (damn! forget again). so basically, we gathered one whole family at my grandparents' house and wallaaaa.. end of the storyy. hmm, i kinda ate too much that dayy, i don't blame myself though. the soto was FINE!! furthermore, there were 'hati buyah' that dayy (my favourite waa)

SCHOOL CORNER

well, i'm soo darn SHOCK about my result in bio. i have a bad feelinbg of it waa. might also thought i got 'tepuruk'. but to my surprise.. I PASSED?? REALLY?? NOT STUDYING THE DAY BEFORE AND ONLY STUDY AT SCHOOL GOT PASSED?? true waa. i dun revise whatsoever and yet i passed. soo scaryy ehh. and yess my malay is soo disappointing. huhh, whatever i'm not gonna spoil my mood today.

well, at least i'm trying to organize myself now. guees what? i've noted many things at my NEW diary book, i repeat, NEW diary book (so kambang ehh!) ahahahaha. well, this is my...

yes! isn't it cute?? (NOT!!!) ahahaha. so it's actually my diaryy. so that i know what to blog. i mean i alwayss blog randomlyy and then when i got home alreadyy i end up "ohh yahh i forgot to blog.." happens to me everytime. so, i want all my moments are treasured here. (yes in the blog mny dear)

RANDOM POSTTT

heyy guy read this up.. maybe this may help yahh to MAKE A NEW FRIEND.

RELAX.
confidence is the key. don't trembling around like crazyy! later people will say you weird whatsoever. so just relax mahh. no harm. don't get clumsyy okayy.

MAKE THE FIRST MOVE.
so get out from there and make a move. don't just wait for someone to introduce their-selves and sayy, "hey youu, can youu be my friend?" just like that?? make a move man! how about just by giver him/her a smile, if yhry return you back with smiles thrn there youu goo.. but if they don't... (understand lerr. DON'T EVEN THINK SO!)

BE NICE.
of course laa be nice. don't give them a DAMN!! if you know what i mean. seriouslyy, people can got themselves hurt mahh. so be a nice boyy/girll and make a new friend laa. mind youu aa. don't even think about back-stabing. it's a DESPICABLE thing!

BE YOURSELF.
this is important. don't change just to please people or to fit in. trust me man, if you show the fake-side of you, man! it's so suck! ahahahahah. later people were like.. 'get REAL, FAKERR!!' .. it happens though (thank god not me!)

BE A GOOD LISTENER.
soo, when you start a conversation, dun just have all the conversation from you.. and youu... and YOUUUU!! give him/her to say something. so be a good listener okayy. (even though i'm more a talker than a listener :p)

KEEP IN TOUCH.
this is important. don't just friend todayy and stranger tomorrow. keep in touch. request for his/her numbers and add his/her email. and don't just like having their contact number whatsoever but not keep in touch. what's the point? post them at public toilet? (lalalala.. you don't hear it from me)

GO OUT!
yess! go out with them. go to the mall. go to the beach. go to stadium watching football match and everything. GO WHEREVER! seriouslyy, you should include your new friends with your social life. jangan di jaruk nya urg brunei.

p/s: i got this from internet (randmlyy found) soo, i improvised like 99.5% ahahahaha.

okayy have to go now. actually still lots i want to blog.

FREEDOM!!

2008-06-04T14:52:00.001+08:00

So yes, the HELLS was officially end last monday!! huhh. well, some of the results really.. (don't want to mention it) .. as for the NATURE HUNT which is the game whom we-know-who made, obviouslyy no one is interested. the prove is......

okayy, it's not what it looks like. that thing (up there) is just a picture of a NATURE HUNT FORM! we fakelyy wrote few names there, if you look clearlyy behind those three-some-middle fingers. ahahahaha. so, when we fakelyy wrote those names .. someone who was in the list threw his middle fingers when i want to capture the form, then followed by those 2 other fingers in the air then theyy join up together to perform specific funct... (wtf i'm saying?) back to the storyy, i asked them to hold and as darn that was soo cool. too bad my fingers wasn't there.

so, these past few days were really depressing. after the exams, lots of HELL awaits. so basicallyy, my life right now is not promising. plus! with that lots of harsh-but-not-so-harsh words i heard from some 'teachers' .. well, i don't blame them, at least they care bout me. So, that's just not it. well, there should be something good is/was happening to my life. wait... let me think of something.. ermm.. hurm... NONE!! waitt waitt.. there is one. skewl term is finallyy over (withing 2 weeks) yahhoooo!!!

so, now, i'm in the library. fortunatelyy, sai oso here. so i've someone to accompony me. though i spent most of the time with my lappy (nice friend eh?) ahahaha. no laa. actually, he is reading his comic (until now)

werm... okay then, post more later. i'll update you all again okayy. (:

it's unfair!

2008-06-01T13:04:00.001+08:00

while THEY (including my sis) watch cinema later watching this boring film (can you see? I'm in pain here) which is 'kata-kata hati', i am stranded with ....

I mean. i know, that is so cruel! I shouldn't be stranded with THOSE in the middle of NOWHERE (my room) .. Some people was like rather goin' out then stayin' home doin' non-crazie stuff! It's KILLING me!

I'm so tired. FED UP! Huhh. I was just arrived from tuiti0n, i missed the breakfast shud be in this morning at mamihh. And shud oso go to the cinema with THEM! Huhh! I am so pissed off!

Despite to this so-boring-and-non-adventureous day i have todayy, i mean look in a bright side ... Okehh i can't think of any. Huhh, it's even worse. Nevermind.

Ermm.. Hurmm.. Huhh *sigh* .. AHHAAA! At least tomorrow is the last dayy of exam. Besides, only two more hell waa. That'll come and go just like that.

So, todayy is the 1st of june. I n0e someone's got his birthdayy this m0nth. So, the end of mayy the month of exam? Sort off (i think)

Okayy, i've to spend some time to my b0oks, THE HORROR, Ahahaha it's not too bad actually, i mean i could perhaps lasts for the first 5 SECONDS! Ahahaha and for the rest of it, maybe i ought to end up sleeping. Like that won't happen? Well, think again. (:

HARI KERJAYA AT ICC?? WTF!!

2008-05-31T18:57:00.001+08:00

so now kami ra mamihh. before kami ra mamihh ra ICC kami tadi ada hari kerjaya thingiee.. tp kian.. we end up begila2 wif camera... WHAT A SURPRISE!! ahahaha.

waitt aa. add more krg.. now aku kn usai waa blog ku aa. masuk kn cbox n everting aa. tp na success =( .. i really2 need help. huhhh.

JERUDONG PARK?? for REALL waa!!

2008-05-31T18:40:00.001+08:00

ahahahahaha... so this is the prove that we have EXTREMELY-SUPER-DUPER-MOST-ENJOYABLE NIGHT ra JERUDONG PARK!! gila aher bnr kmi balik aa.. well, no shock bout dat. ahahaha. actually more than 50 pics waa ne bnrnya ra ku aa.. ahahaha besa urg kuat men sequence.

soo yesterday was sooo FINE!! feel like want to post all of them.

so last night kmi end up with makan TONGKENG rah jerudong aa. nyaman x aa. 2 bad i dun take some pix.

another crazy post.

2008-05-31T12:33:00.002+08:00

You think that was it? You AINT SEE ANYTHING YET! Ahahaha have a BLAST of this ... You THINK you can TAKE it? Ahahaha. Wait for the NEXT episode.

Craziness!

2008-05-30T17:52:00.001+08:00

Nw aku ra umh nini. Kmi begila2 g bgambar. Krg ku pick some of them and post them. Ehe. Nywy, krg kmi k JERUDONG PARK! I'll post the pictures krg udh ra JP ra sini. Ahahaha. Blog blog BLOG!!

BOREDOM! p/s: at org kawen.

2008-05-30T15:24:00.002+08:00

Nothing much to do. So, feel free to post something. Where to start aa? Nywy, now ku duduk2 jaa sambil mp3-ing. Full volume g t0hh cam c tuli sja baa aku aa. Ahahaha. Ra msn, buring ku aa, specific persons nada on9 aa.

Frust ku ee, na jd ra 22ng aa. Kn costomize blog ku ta ku udh nee. Uwaa. Erm. Neva mind. Nywy, duhh byk juwa nywy2 ku ane e. Ahaha. Bh ee. Apa td ne aa? Au aa. Wedding tpt ku aga ane actually my friend/2nd cousin's sis. Ahahaha. I'm waiting for mit ham actually. At least ada something kn dckpkn.

Okehh bejarah udh, nunggu mkn sja lagi ne :PpP ahaha. Sasak ku ee. Ermm. 2 m0e exams left, chem n geo. Ne dis m0nday aa. Meanwhile, esuk cuti sal busday askar, aku mo juwa kn celebrate, pluss energy week aa. Bis udh ka? Mental ku ee. Nada jalan2 ane.

3 shud-be-the-amazing days WASTED! Huhh. Tall story! I shud b enj0ying myself ne lepak2 waa. Ahahaha. Buwhh doa udh. Samseng juwehh ku aa. Msh g bl0gging t0hh. Bh aa. Krg ku add more. Ohh man. I'm addicted!!

p/s: i love myself (wth i just did?)

Myb karang tdo ra tut0ng.

2008-05-30T12:42:00.002+08:00

Shud be afta tis (smbyg jumat) ra urg kawen. Bt ma dad sed ea ngaleh kn ra urg kawen bgs nya kaja ra blait td aa.

Kmi planned dmlm afta ra urg kawen taus tdo ra 22ng n begila2 beinternet. P sul nya mcm na jd sja ): uwaa.

Leat laa cna krg. Bth durg ane siap ee. 12.45 udh. Smyg jumat krg udh nehh. Bh ee. I add m0e on later.

Soo adicted now!

2008-05-30T01:38:00.002+08:00

Addicted? HELL YES! Ntahh npa taya ku gila bl0ging ane. Huhh. Since fs MEMALUI atu x! Sial waa. Banci juwa ku t0hh. Hurmm. Nywy, aku kn sambung yg urg punya 1st impressions ra ku aa.

People who heard bad thing from someone will automaticallyyy think that was true. For g0d sake waa. Everytime i was victimised, i also blamed to be the si JAHAT! I'm use to it oledi though. Huhh, i hv tat jht look.

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DIE DIE DIE!!

2008-05-30T00:57:00.001+08:00

apakan?? na mengana title ku aa.. ahahahahah. nywy, just so that no confusion. this is me... i'm just ... whatever.

ahahahaha. main thing is... this is my. the real me. not faker. ahahahaha. how i hate faker. so if i cracked myself up. i laugh like craxi! CRAZINESS eh?? HELL YES!

first impression of people ra ku.. when i'm alone jaa (nada kawan beside ku) .. people will judge me that i'm so PEMALU to the max. not to mention pendiam sja ta ku tohh.

tapi when my friends around me.. people's 1st impressions is .. i'm soo melabang to the max.. i mean f kmi ceta2 2 waa. to the max mlabang nyaa. ktwa g tuu to the max na branti2 nyaa.... ermm. have to go now... so much to rubishing around tapi kn balik tia.. k.. until then......

craziness?? HELL YES!

2008-05-30T00:46:00.001+08:00

exam aa.. bulehhh?? depressing juwa ku tohh. sial x.

2008-05-30T00:18:00.001+08:00

ahahahahaha. well, mental ku sal xam ane. ntah ee. mls ku kn mikirkn mbge sakit ati sajaa. huhh.. my life is darn filthy BORING to the max waaa.

huhhh. 3 days cuti nee.. bhpa saja aa?? ntah eee. sooo new things bout me. aku upgrade udh to 3g. gila 2 jam ku nunggu tym 1st day aa.. atu smgt waa. smpai begila ane waa sanggup nunggu. huhh.

apa yg paling annoying nahh? my EX-GIRLFRIEND!! i dunno npa ea buleh jd catu. 1st she try to offend me then now she wants to hurt me!! hate those nicks yg PALUI lagi MEMALUIKAN aaa!! never mind, she's history anyway, why should i BLOODY-HELL care!!

i also want to highlight ada FILTHY LITTLE GOSSIP!! well bnrnya it's not a gossip. it's a darn-filthy-and-so-real FACT!! huhhh. tall story actually, but it's TRUE!! let's just said there were 2 guys in the empty class and CLOTHLESS!!! yup u get it. they're doing that DESPICABLE action ra SKEWL lagi tohh. sooo darn digusting.

enough bout that, let's talk bout my so-not-me behaviour! i usually dun do books. bt now. i'm sooo that NERD!! wtf?? am i me or what?? huhhh.. depressingggg... still thinking those bloody-filthy-hell exams. well, 2 moe to go!!

apa g aa?? btw, sorry for abusing languages. ahahahahaha. i write for fun baa. ukan nya minta mark ne. ahahahaha. pa g aa?? seriouslyyy. aku ane nyanyahhh ne mun bckp tp ane nda idea tiaaaa..

ohh yaaa, aku msa tu jumapa ma beshfren waa. tym atu g ku ra mall. ktanya na suka kmall, ku bwa ea jalan2 malr ea refuse, tapi dat dayy waa. aku nampak ea jalan w cousin nya.. shock juwa ku tohh.. caught red-handed eh?? mlasa ku ceta sal beshfren ane ee. SENSETIVE ISSUE! ahahahaha.

ermm.. i'll add more later k. pyh waa dumah nada espeed ane. huhh. *sighh*

i'm here!!

2008-05-12T18:51:00.001+08:00

heyyy!! this is my first post! dunno oledi wat to post. i'm newbiee. so i really reallyyyy need helpp bout this blogging thingyy.

i guess my first post on my blogg would be an introduction of me.... well, ahmadi bin mohd. yusmin is the name given. please call me madie. and please DONT call me AHMADI as it is SO irritating. i'm onlyy turning to 17 year-old last month. yay! sweet 17!! still engage with skewl, BUU!! ahahahaha.

what can i say about me.... i live at Kampong sungai tilong (as if anyone know where) .. me and my phone were like ONLY-DEATH-TEARS-US-APART so basicallyy i spend most of the time wiff her, my perfect match, MY PHONE!!

now i'm bald, shitt waa, aku atu testing jaaa. nah kedebushh ee. it cost my whole hair. likin bnr. mun kuasi baa, belikin ku mkn taus toh. bt sbr sja tia. bnrnya nada ku ada idea g kn mbuat apa. btw, if ou want to know me add my email, madie_mania@hotmail.com .. blog later coz i have no idea wat to say agen.