I'm back!

well, i'm here! you lots, i'm still alive. okayy there are plenty of things that i think i ought to mention here and yes i still remember about the debts. so a little too late? well, better late than never.

so this is just a short post(i think). ahahah. you know me, carried awayy easilyy. but who cares! (technically... i do). okay, first thing first. i really want to point up one thing about the o'level exam that i'd just finish (and agin, does it too late?). so no pictures taking ne. just words and words and words.

okay the o'level exam was rather... (can't think of any). it was because the exam was.. i don't know aa. some are sanang and some are okayy and of course ada tia the difficult to the max atuuu. biathest eh! okayy step-by-step reviews.

first of all, the exam was held at soas' audi (except on the last day, we were chased away to the pra-u block. thanks to *tuuuttt*. and of course practicals are conducted at soas' labs.

THE PRACTICALS
okay all the papers atuu NO COMMENT! well, among all, i'm rating for chemistry.

BAHASA MELAYU
paper 1 was extremely and extremelyy easy to the max. and i was really in a good mood. i mean all the words i used and the story line was the best i produced ever. so typically i got around 69-75 marks. well, a bit higher when i was in lower secondary though. but in the o'level exam atuu, it was easy!! i expect my marks should be higher than the typical malay ones.

paper 2 was easyy as well, only patches of questions i'm not really sure of. but i manage to answer though. fortunatelyy, it was around 3-5 marks only(altogether). but one mark can make a different man. one mark could determine your grades! so malay was the most easiest exam laa for this year.

i want to point out about a questions in malay paper that uses simple malay words on the questions but use complicated malay words on the instruction. it was a relief that i noticed it. well, it was not really complicated malay words pulang but vey vague baa but then when you understand it, it was arrange nicelyy i mean the words. the instructions are also highlighted. that's why i didn't choose it.

'pisahkan' ayat ini kemudian 'gabungkan' menjadi 4 patah kata.

this part of instruction says it all.
-you need to 'pisahkan'
-you need to 'gabungkan'

usually students skip the foremost instruction aa. they just gabungkan everything. so what they need to do actually?

question.

dina makan ayam dan daging. dina suka beyonce dan usher.

intruction:
PISAHKAN and GABUNGKAN menjadi 3 ayat; 2 ayat are given so pisahkan everything then gabungkan cia.

so,
PISAHKAN:

-remove the periods.
dina makan ayam dan daging dina minum air bey suka beyonce dan usher

-individualized the words into sentences.
dina makan ayam. dina makan daging. dina suka beyonce. dina suka usher.


then, you know how to do next. this is proven true when i discussed with my former malay teacher and she said my technique was right. well, it was obvious that the questions are not that easy as the mark was 5! so i didn't choose it because it was a risk! the instructions are vague aa.

p/s: the instructions and questions used are not exact. but something like above.


to be continued.. i'm tired and mood-less. someone just ... blahhh whatever!

True colour reveals again.

True colour reveals again. I repeat, TRUE COLOUR reveals AGAIN. okayy, why i'm always exp0sed to posers? Tell me why!! Peeps, do not invest trust, its always let you down. Ohh god. It happens again. I felt cheated. Like everything is to repeat itself... AGAIN! You see i darn care of your life? Like i care!! God, show me the silver ligning upon the dark cloud. I am breathing heavilyy again like i use to. All the memory is to repeat itself again. It is vividlyy clear in my vision. How i suffer... which took times to heal is to become an opening wound again. Say me whatever. I know the truth, and lots of people (true friends of mine) knew it either. I need real friends right now. Ohh god i want to erase my dark past. CURSES!!! Ohh well, life must go on. *breathingg heavillyy*

P.S. Call me whatever, at least i'm not a poser. (:

it's been a week before his departure.

yes i know, it was a very difficult days it has been this this lately. but life is a life andl ife must go on right? i have no idea there were numbers of peope read my previous post and was touched by it.

surprisinglyy, no one is surprised. admittedlyy, my experiance far more worst. i mean with fitnah whatsoever but today is puasa right? i don't want to talk about it anymore. let's just forget eand forgive shall we?

okayy, few days ago my nini lambak held majlis tahlil(to be posted soon). there, i met my cousins, uncle and aunties. they read my blog and swore that they burst into tears. i mean seriouslyy, who doesn't? so, to shorten the story, just want to remind all that appreciate the peope surrounding you because they might not be here with you tomorrow. and i'm quite surprise they(cousins) guest the right person. i even heard lots of story and they said it was normal.

there was this my mother's friend who experianced the same as ours. and my cousin who happen to be accused of stealing. and lots that i don't want to mention happened right after someone's death and it was really .. REAL LIFE!

but as i was saying just now, life is a life and it has to move on even when you don't want to. so i am in recovery proccess and i say that i'm healed. just ignore the not-so-true rumors and just focus to studyy. i don't want because of this my study drops.

p/s: happy ramadhan readers! (: