True colour reveals again. I repeat, TRUE COLOUR reveals AGAIN. okayy, why i'm always exp0sed to posers? Tell me why!! Peeps, do not invest trust, its always let you down. Ohh god. It happens again. I felt cheated. Like everything is to repeat itself... AGAIN! You see i darn care of your life? Like i care!! God, show me the silver ligning upon the dark cloud. I am breathing heavilyy again like i use to. All the memory is to repeat itself again. It is vividlyy clear in my vision. How i suffer... which took times to heal is to become an opening wound again. Say me whatever. I know the truth, and lots of people (true friends of mine) knew it either. I need real friends right now. Ohh god i want to erase my dark past. CURSES!!! Ohh well, life must go on. *breathingg heavillyy*
P.S. Call me whatever, at least i'm not a poser. (:
Friday, September 26, 2008
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
it's been a week before his departure.
yes i know, it was a very difficult days it has been this this lately. but life is a life andl ife must go on right? i have no idea there were numbers of peope read my previous post and was touched by it.
surprisinglyy, no one is surprised. admittedlyy, my experiance far more worst. i mean with fitnah whatsoever but today is puasa right? i don't want to talk about it anymore. let's just forget eand forgive shall we?
okayy, few days ago my nini lambak held majlis tahlil(to be posted soon). there, i met my cousins, uncle and aunties. they read my blog and swore that they burst into tears. i mean seriouslyy, who doesn't? so, to shorten the story, just want to remind all that appreciate the peope surrounding you because they might not be here with you tomorrow. and i'm quite surprise they(cousins) guest the right person. i even heard lots of story and they said it was normal.
there was this my mother's friend who experianced the same as ours. and my cousin who happen to be accused of stealing. and lots that i don't want to mention happened right after someone's death and it was really .. REAL LIFE!
but as i was saying just now, life is a life and it has to move on even when you don't want to. so i am in recovery proccess and i say that i'm healed. just ignore the not-so-true rumors and just focus to studyy. i don't want because of this my study drops.
p/s: happy ramadhan readers! (:
surprisinglyy, no one is surprised. admittedlyy, my experiance far more worst. i mean with fitnah whatsoever but today is puasa right? i don't want to talk about it anymore. let's just forget eand forgive shall we?
okayy, few days ago my nini lambak held majlis tahlil(to be posted soon). there, i met my cousins, uncle and aunties. they read my blog and swore that they burst into tears. i mean seriouslyy, who doesn't? so, to shorten the story, just want to remind all that appreciate the peope surrounding you because they might not be here with you tomorrow. and i'm quite surprise they(cousins) guest the right person. i even heard lots of story and they said it was normal.
there was this my mother's friend who experianced the same as ours. and my cousin who happen to be accused of stealing. and lots that i don't want to mention happened right after someone's death and it was really .. REAL LIFE!
but as i was saying just now, life is a life and it has to move on even when you don't want to. so i am in recovery proccess and i say that i'm healed. just ignore the not-so-true rumors and just focus to studyy. i don't want because of this my study drops.
p/s: happy ramadhan readers! (:
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