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Wednesday, November 26, 2008

quarantine~~

okayy, i know how so annoying it felt being quarantined without any outside communication privileges e.g a cell phone... but thank god sii.. (was it nadhim or ahmad?) brought cards so we're able to playyy BIG TWO!! ahahaha and that time we're playing it~~ i won for at least 4 times STRAIGHT! what a luckk man~~ it's all about strategy and luckkk! and of course the occasion i mentioned here is the time when we (x-5sc1) were quarantined after sitting practical exam.

but i'm not going to talk about exam thingyy right now. maybe next time i'll continue my previous post. so what i actually want to mention here??

well, tonight we're ging to see a moviee~~ okayy does it ring a bell? yes! we're gong to watch quarantine. well, people who are going to the movie later is me, ainibee, bey and bobby. yet to confirm goes tooo giordani, ayen and hal. we have two choices actually, it's either 9.30 movie at mall or 10.30 moviee at qlap mall. big possibility 10.30 moviee at mall i think. well, to be mentioned later...

Monday, November 24, 2008

I'm back!

well, i'm here! you lots, i'm still alive. okayy there are plenty of things that i think i ought to mention here and yes i still remember about the debts. so a little too late? well, better late than never.

so this is just a short post(i think). ahahah. you know me, carried awayy easilyy. but who cares! (technically... i do). okay, first thing first. i really want to point up one thing about the o'level exam that i'd just finish (and agin, does it too late?). so no pictures taking ne. just words and words and words.

okay the o'level exam was rather... (can't think of any). it was because the exam was.. i don't know aa. some are sanang and some are okayy and of course ada tia the difficult to the max atuuu. biathest eh! okayy step-by-step reviews.

first of all, the exam was held at soas' audi (except on the last day, we were chased away to the pra-u block. thanks to *tuuuttt*. and of course practicals are conducted at soas' labs.

THE PRACTICALS
okay all the papers atuu NO COMMENT! well, among all, i'm rating for chemistry.

BAHASA MELAYU
paper 1 was extremely and extremelyy easy to the max. and i was really in a good mood. i mean all the words i used and the story line was the best i produced ever. so typically i got around 69-75 marks. well, a bit higher when i was in lower secondary though. but in the o'level exam atuu, it was easy!! i expect my marks should be higher than the typical malay ones.

paper 2 was easyy as well, only patches of questions i'm not really sure of. but i manage to answer though. fortunatelyy, it was around 3-5 marks only(altogether). but one mark can make a different man. one mark could determine your grades! so malay was the most easiest exam laa for this year.

i want to point out about a questions in malay paper that uses simple malay words on the questions but use complicated malay words on the instruction. it was a relief that i noticed it. well, it was not really complicated malay words pulang but vey vague baa but then when you understand it, it was arrange nicelyy i mean the words. the instructions are also highlighted. that's why i didn't choose it.

'pisahkan' ayat ini kemudian 'gabungkan' menjadi 4 patah kata.

this part of instruction says it all.
-you need to 'pisahkan'
-you need to 'gabungkan'

usually students skip the foremost instruction aa. they just gabungkan everything. so what they need to do actually?

question.
dina makan ayam dan daging. dina suka beyonce dan usher.

intruction:
PISAHKAN and GABUNGKAN menjadi 3 ayat; 2 ayat are given so pisahkan everything then gabungkan cia.

so,
PISAHKAN:

-remove the periods.
dina makan ayam dan daging dina minum air bey suka beyonce dan usher

-individualized the words into sentences.
dina makan ayam. dina makan daging. dina suka beyonce. dina suka usher.


then, you know how to do next. this is proven true when i discussed with my former malay teacher and she said my technique was right. well, it was obvious that the questions are not that easy as the mark was 5! so i didn't choose it because it was a risk! the instructions are vague aa.

p/s: the instructions and questions used are not exact. but something like above.


to be continued.. i'm tired and mood-less. someone just ... blahhh whatever!

Friday, September 26, 2008

True colour reveals again.

True colour reveals again. I repeat, TRUE COLOUR reveals AGAIN. okayy, why i'm always exp0sed to posers? Tell me why!! Peeps, do not invest trust, its always let you down. Ohh god. It happens again. I felt cheated. Like everything is to repeat itself... AGAIN! You see i darn care of your life? Like i care!! God, show me the silver ligning upon the dark cloud. I am breathing heavilyy again like i use to. All the memory is to repeat itself again. It is vividlyy clear in my vision. How i suffer... which took times to heal is to become an opening wound again. Say me whatever. I know the truth, and lots of people (true friends of mine) knew it either. I need real friends right now. Ohh god i want to erase my dark past. CURSES!!! Ohh well, life must go on. *breathingg heavillyy*

P.S. Call me whatever, at least i'm not a poser. (:

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

it's been a week before his departure.

yes i know, it was a very difficult days it has been this this lately. but life is a life andl ife must go on right? i have no idea there were numbers of peope read my previous post and was touched by it.

surprisinglyy, no one is surprised. admittedlyy, my experiance far more worst. i mean with fitnah whatsoever but today is puasa right? i don't want to talk about it anymore. let's just forget eand forgive shall we?

okayy, few days ago my nini lambak held majlis tahlil(to be posted soon). there, i met my cousins, uncle and aunties. they read my blog and swore that they burst into tears. i mean seriouslyy, who doesn't? so, to shorten the story, just want to remind all that appreciate the peope surrounding you because they might not be here with you tomorrow. and i'm quite surprise they(cousins) guest the right person. i even heard lots of story and they said it was normal.

there was this my mother's friend who experianced the same as ours. and my cousin who happen to be accused of stealing. and lots that i don't want to mention happened right after someone's death and it was really .. REAL LIFE!

but as i was saying just now, life is a life and it has to move on even when you don't want to. so i am in recovery proccess and i say that i'm healed. just ignore the not-so-true rumors and just focus to studyy. i don't want because of this my study drops.

p/s: happy ramadhan readers! (:

Thursday, August 28, 2008

al-fatihah to my nini Hj Mohammad bin Hj besar.

in memory of my beloved nini. al-fatihah everyone.

you see. i'm in delimma right now. i think i want to pour everything in here, in this blog. well, you can skip reading this if you want. this is the most sad-est moment i've been through out of my life (so far). here it goes.. on the 24th of august, we lost a father, father-in-law and a grandfather to my family forever. it was very sudden. only my family have no opportunity to see arwah nini for the last time. we were told less than hour before of his death. plus, with the phone-trouble we have which is totally not our fault. we were very sad because of not informed. we are also the family who love him. but people said blood is thicker than water, thing is, i didn't believe my ears when all the rumors saying that we're not coming because of our own carelessness. but seriouslyy, we were NOT INFORMED EARLIER! and it was entirelyy who's fault? (but we never blame others) because it was none of people's fault. and yet one person just want to see us more sad. that person brought things up and put a blame on me (specifically!) i don't know why i was stabbed. he said he heard the rumours of me being so 'sayang credit' and not answering phone. but i was dozzed off and my phone's battery was charged. still, we were informed late! and we never complaint it until he brought this things up.

my parents just want us to keep a hush. we don't want to worsen things. we just pray to god so my grandfather can rest in peace. i missed him already. he was a good grandfather. eventhough he didn't really showed to us (me and my siblings) but deep inside we knew he always love us. the way he he said to us, the way he looked at us and everything he did, i knew he loves us. we felt his lost. his facial expression and his voice always played in my mind lately. and it makes me feel sad. the last time i met him was on 'makan-makan' at his house, it was a week before he went. he was joking with me; when i just arrived there, one of my uncles asked me to give something to the kitchen. so my hand was full, i went straight to the kitchen to deliver the thing and after that i went immediately ti nini and 'salam' nini's hand. he jokingly said that,"inda ko tekilala kan aku ka wang tarus ke dapur" and he smiled, i knew he was just joking. but when i think of it again i feel very sad, i miss him so much. this is the last pictures of him that i took.

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arwah nini and aina.

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i wish i was in the picture as well.

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lucky aini, she has no idea it was a last picture of her with arwah nini.

i feel jealous of aini and aina. when i see the pictures again i don't know why i miss nini so much. lots of time when i think of him my tears drop. i really miss him. nini, we all love you and you know that. he was a good father, a good father-in-law and a good grandfather to us. we always love you and we pray to god may god bless you. we love youu nini... al-fatihah to my nini Hj Mohammad bin Hj besar.

p/s: in memory of him, i hope my readers can recite him with al-fatihah. thank you readers.

Saturday, July 19, 2008

happy bithdayy to.... (few names to mention)

ahaha. like i promise yesterday yesterday, i will now posting about my grandfather's birthday party. it was held at the night of 14th july. it was because... (no specific reason, really), but i think it was probably the 15th of july would be.. (what they say?) ...naturally it was a very busy day. i mean, some people are 'ngibar bandera'-ing. i was talking about me myself and of course! it'll be post next time. so guys please don't rush me to blog them now. i still have too many debt waa.

enough with chit chat, just straight to the scene! erm.. in a second thought, i think i ought to mention lots of thing first just to make something clear (do for the sake's of my reader). oh yaa, my dad n my teacher did advised me to stop blogging and start revising. erm.. it's really hard actually, i mean, i would've been drained with debts! (fyi, i'm not talking about money).

so later, i'm going to the bandar. so i'll be posting blog about that (another debt!). well, it's not like i'm not enjoying blogging, it's just because i have to compete with time and it's really kill me! soryy readers for being soo stressful. hmm. at least, i seen feedbacks from my readers recently (do please give me comments and suggestions). so may i begin?

okayy as i promised, here are things happen before and after the birthday party (sorry guys, my phone's camera is darn suck!). i recommend you all to use magnifying glasses for this. ehe, just kidding. well, have a blast okehh!

before i start, let me make it clear what was happening. so naturally, each family bring at least one food to share with (more also can). so we were having this last minute situation. so we just popped up with an idea of buying ONLY nuggets. but in the end... (you know the bruneian). then at that night, we were having 'doa kesyukuran' and 'baca yasin'. after that, satisfying our hungers and lastlyy dessert! cake time! so have a blasttt~~~

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sultan's picture is everywhere. we're going to buy some nuggets, at where?

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at hua ho mall laa. my dad withdrawing money, and we make some moves.

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hit it!

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what the...

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lanji-ness! ahahahahaha

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nuggets only ehh? but we paid $50+. bruneian's habit. lols.

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we're here, first pose of the night.

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unexpected capture eh?

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"eh, bila ke padang ah?"
"awehh, kami ikut ehh"
"malam ke berapa?"

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"paning kepala i~"

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who is this? over the top!

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me and the birthday boy. :D

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baca yasin~

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membaca yasin or doa?

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doa lerrr.

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smile to the camera!

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control surg2. ahahaha. lols

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auntie syikin and the boys.

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my aunties.

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the uncles.

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wahh telabihh sudahh~

ahahahha. sorry people, can't post all of the pictures time 'baca yasin'-ing and doa-ing. so after that, FOOD!

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food without tv? nda sah!

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posing without food and tv? nda sah!

well, thanks to my no-good phone's camera which appearing the picture ton it's ultimate blur! seriouslyy, i can hardlyy see the cake when the candle is lit. but whatever, just have a blasttt~

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surprise eh? looks like nini expected it already. ahahahaha

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we sang accross the whole universe! atu nyaring.

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tiup lilinnya, tiup lilinnya ... (forget the next verse)

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wahhh. the kids aa. (i also went nearer though :P)

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"aku mau ane! and ane juwa aa! eh nda, aku mau ane saja! eh bukan, ane!"

ahahahaha. done! cousins, if you don't like my picture-posting, i'm sorry and will also remove the unsupposed-postings, ehee. peace ayte~ so that's the night goes~ the following day after, ngibar bandera. will post them later. so anything to comment just voice it out okayy. in private if it's a critic (not gonna go mad, as long as not a public-shame for me)

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"Nini, happy birthday to you~~ i hope to see you on your next next next ... birthdays! i love you so much as you are the best-est grandfather to me. i wish you a happy birthday, may god bless you, long live and prosper and most importantlyy may you always in a good health, amin~"

p/s: i love you nini *hugx*

Thursday, July 17, 2008

HMS family thingyy~

ahahaha, if you're expecting me to blog about the recent events, i repeat EVENTS! so much events happen recentlyy you guys. plus, i am having this problem on uploading my pictures from my phone to my lappy. sorry to break your heart (who knows what i mean). ahaha, i know some of you who read this must be expecting me to blog about the yesterdayy yesterdayy thingy. but guys... i can't upload them yet, maybe this saturdfay okay? btw, i hate yiu guys who read and left me know comments and suggestions (i'm just KIDDING!). hehe, just keep on reading okayy, i felt appreciated. thanks =D

so first of all, i want to greet a happy birthday to my dearest grand father who was actually sharing his birthday with his majesty, our favourite sultan! yeahh yeahh, and you also saiful, not to forget :P. so we were having this birhtdayy party for my grand father which will be posted this very soon. and of course the 'mengibar bandera'. somehow the flag-waving words is so cawiee. so i just named it 'mengibar bandera'. and yes, that'll be post next time as well. going to go the bandar this saturdayy with my glamourous cousins (are they really?). and of course, i receive a rejection from my dad of going to bandar tonight with Azliman and Hamzi (which i didn't tell them yet, i knew this might happen).

so you must be wondering what event i hadn't mention for which, i ought to mention it few weeks ago. i mean, i did some talks about it, and it felt like i didn't end it properlyy. so i think i should be mentioning it now!

so late i'm mentioning this thing eh? the pictures gotten rot eh? never i mind, i just post them anyway. besides, after the hardwork of capturing pictures and the longing of blogging it few weeks ago, i must say YES to blog it anyway? any argument? Good, so read carefully (teacher-like voice).

erm, after viewing those pictures and it was not that much, more like i'm fullinjg my blog with words instead of pictures (like alaways). maybe if i'm lucky, i mention the birthday thingyy here as well. ahahaha, so less debt to pay!

uwaa! when i check my phone, i have at least 3 more events not yet posted! my lappy has problem at this time so unfortunately the bithdayy thingy has to wait. sorry people. btw, it was MY COUSIN'S UMRAH!

i did mention about it right? you notice? so yes they arriving to brunei on the 24th june. so i skipped my a.math extra class (permission to get out early). we headed to the airport. hell, it was a long and horrible queue! what they call it? traffic congestion! well, what can you expect, back from UMRAH laa.

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just imagine how many rounds does it takes to park the car later!

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alin and bey. they came earlier.

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we are the hms family! (not entirely, the rest are waiting at batong)

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checking for the UMRAH-ian eh? are they here already?

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can you spot them? you even know them kah? :P

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how about now? i know i didn't. where is them eh?

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here they are.

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my dad gave a welcong-hug to uncle rosli. and clearlyy, he's not the onlt one!

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so the ones with the arabian clothing obviously the 'them'. they look tired eh? bet they enjoyed the journey!

we arrived to batong and do some DOA before the the UMRAH-ian enter their house. well, i request mu uncle to 'amin'kan my doa myself at the airport though. so, naturally, each family brought food of their own to be shared with all members of the family (not that MEMBERZ!). so i think, we brought 'ayam salai plus sambal manis'. but before satisfying our hungers, we did some DOA and stuff. so here's pictures to served! have a balls! ...oups! i mean have a BLAST!!

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position ourselves for the DOA event.

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my grandparents. (:

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aini, alin, me and hal. we were just 'santai-ing'.

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ngah omar, uda rosli and my dad. guess which one is the UMRAH-ian that time?

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uncle rosli shaking hand with my grand father. wth's behind that? BEY! what are you DOING??? Lols?

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having fun are we? posing without me? hmm...

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another more posing... WITHOUT ME! ahahhaha.

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random picture-taking. what are they looking actually?

so guys... i think, that was just it. well, i still have tonnes of unblogged-events pulang. but as for now, i think that was just it. so there still are lots of thing i haven't mention yet. just be patience okayy. i'll post them soon enough. oh wait. not yet done larr. i still haven't mention about the souvenirs my family got. so we got jubahs, fragrance, rings, jewelry, almond nuts and don't-know-what nuts, pacar (remeber the heart broken thingy), chocolate and nabi muhammad's date (kurma nabi muhammad!) i swore to you my kurmas all have alif lam lam ha. well, not all, but the majority of i ate. so this is my jubah and 'topi haji' (do not laugh at it!)

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jubahs and the topi haji.

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just for testing.

p/s: happy birthday to his majesty, my dearest grand father and si saiful. (lols pakai 'si'. ahahaha!)

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