14th January

hahaha i'm officially a someone's boyfriend!!!!

it's not really a new thing. hahaha i've been with her over two years already. :D guess the never-ending pursuit has never bored us. :D

hahaha not all people know about this. my family (well, most of them) and few friends were only the ones i've been telling to. it's my nature to not spread it out. and of course, because she's not officially mine. but now, we're officially a boyfriend and girlfriend :D so yeahhh.

so her name is Siti Nurul Syarifah. :D she's my girlfriend :D hahahaha pardon me for my iski-ness hahaha.

so i knew her back from form 4. i liked her from the first meet already. her smile....dominated all my sight. all other senses shut! it's like, all i could see was her. only her.

she was taken back then....so i backed off. then somehow fate brought us together. we developed a special relationship. full of doubts and questions. but there where the feelings had been ignited. hahaha. all i can say is. what we have. is not solid. we were developing the pursuit interestingly. my first proposal to her was exactly two years ago. 14th January 2009. and yes, i got rejected.

but i tried again last year. 14th January 2010. she wanted me to wait longer. well, at least after the exam shits end. but i didnt. hahahaha i want to tease her actually. how hard it was to wait :P well, another reason is because...im afraid of another rejection. it hurts like... let's just say even the second cut can still tear up as much as the first cut.

enough said.

hahahaha so yeahhh i proposed her yesterdays. i talked to her and i was so NERVOUS. i seriously should practice in front of a mirror or something! hahaha.

and tonight i called her again. because i dont want her to answer blindly. i want her to go through with everything. (: and guess what?

SHE SAID YES!!!!

im hers. and she's mine.

can you spell how happy i am?

IM SOOOOO HAPPPPPYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!

i love you Siti Nurul Syarifah.
i love.
you.

hahahaha okay, night people. :D